Watching the Hale-Bopp Comet Over 
Howard Johnson Motel in Rolla, Missouri                            
                            They do not rest or come to Earth, neither
                          Common Swifts nor the crescent moon
                            in flight, but the Hale-Bopp swings near
                          every few thousand years, and we were out
                            on the hill above the parking lot, clutching
                          jackets and staring as we once stared
                            at the Indian Head test pattern on the black
                          and white television screen at the end
                            of the channel’s nightly broadcast. Do you
                          see it? Aster kometes, Greek for long-haired
                            star, trails two brilliant tails, one white, one
                          blue because the heart of the comet holds
                            two immense ices completely separate
                                                    from each other. It last appeared
                              4,200 years ago, and a thousand or so miles
                                                    back along the highway that brought
                              us here, we took turns guessing who painted
                                                    the Painted Desert. After finishing Le café
                               le soir, van Gogh wrote to his sister that he had
                                                    painted a night that had no black in it, just
  “a blue sky spangled with stars dark blue, violet, 
                                                    green,” stars that swoop like swallows, what
                              could be seen, perhaps, from the comet crossing
                                                    over us: not the now here this of the present
                              but winter’s comeback, its shiver and deliver.
  
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  Le Secret de Compostelle                            
                                                    From the milk of Spanish ewes
                              grazing in the Pyrenees, transported
                                      over the border into France to be turned
              into cheese, it moves backward, like memory, 
                              from the westward route of pilgrimage
                                      to Santiago de Compostela. Standing
                                                    on a swing, swung up
                              and back, then pushed into view
                                      like Venus on her shell in Botticelli’s
              painting, my newly married mother 
                              with a soft ruffled bow floating 
                                      down her chest, laughs and
                                                    sticks out her tongue, while across her
                              stretches the shadow
                                      of my father taking
              her picture. On the back he will
                              write, my mischievous bunch
                                      of sweetness. 
                                                    Pilgrims often recorded the stops
                              along their pilgrimage on large sheets 
                                      of thick paper they then used to cover
              themselves at night. And at each holy
                              site, they added a badge, attached
                                      to their coat or hat or worn
                                                    around the neck: from Santiago de Compostela, 
                              burial place of St. James, a scallop shell,
                                      emblem of their journey
              to the west, the setting sun at Finisterra,
                              where all the spread fingers
                                      of the sun slide back
   
                          together. What’s a relic but a thumb
                              of hair flicked up
                                      toward heaven like a cowlick, the way
              a cow leaves its mark when it licks
                              its young or the wind licks the ocean
                                      and makes it wave: brebis, bee balm,
                                                    bonbon, something made
                              into something else
                                      like the New Caledonian crows
              who learned to use a stick to get at
                              another, more useful stick. 
                                      In Japan, they continue
                                                    to wave until a departing guest
                              disappears, but the Italian hand gesture
                                      for goodbye curves and folds 
              the palm toward us
                              and is the same as the one we use
                                      to say come here.
                              
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